Dear Clara,
I will just go ahead and say this to you. I miss you. Yes.
It was kind of unexpected for me when you left. I knew things weren't going smooth but you leaving left a bleeding hole in my heart that I will never be able to fill.
I remember the first time I saw you in Asylum of the Daleks. The moment I laid eyes on you I knew it was meant to be. I kind of wanted you to stick around, forever. We both knew that was idealistic of me, what what would you expect? Neither of us is flawless. Consider it my first flaw, that I wanted you to forever with me. Running through stars, galaxies, space and time.
I miss you. I miss your voice, Clara.I miss your eyes. I miss your smile. I miss your hair. I miss your face. I miss you everyday. You are my impossible girl. Some days I remember just looking at you and nothing else, everything fades to background. Oh Clara, you have no idea how obsessed I was for you. I remember waiting for you every week, same time, same place. Some days when I felt blue, I remembered all the times we shared together, all the adventures we had together. If I could be anywhere in the universe, I would choose to be with you. You Clara, you are my life. My everything. My hope. My redemption. My world.
And now, you are gone. Nothing can bring you back. I devoted everything in my will and power to bring you back to me. But it just wasn't enough. Nothing ever was enough. You know, sometimes I wonder, if I could have done something. Something more. Something different. Something. Anything, to have you back. But I have failed Clara. I have failed miserably. Here I am, all the time and space in my grasp and yet I could not make you come back to me. I am sorry, Clara. I am. I wish you were here with me. Even for just a little bit of time. Nothing is going to be the same without you. They say I have to move on, but I can't. I just can't. It will never be the same again.
Goodbye,
My dear Clara.
Yours,
......
I will just go ahead and say this to you. I miss you. Yes.
It was kind of unexpected for me when you left. I knew things weren't going smooth but you leaving left a bleeding hole in my heart that I will never be able to fill.
I remember the first time I saw you in Asylum of the Daleks. The moment I laid eyes on you I knew it was meant to be. I kind of wanted you to stick around, forever. We both knew that was idealistic of me, what what would you expect? Neither of us is flawless. Consider it my first flaw, that I wanted you to forever with me. Running through stars, galaxies, space and time.
I miss you. I miss your voice, Clara.I miss your eyes. I miss your smile. I miss your hair. I miss your face. I miss you everyday. You are my impossible girl. Some days I remember just looking at you and nothing else, everything fades to background. Oh Clara, you have no idea how obsessed I was for you. I remember waiting for you every week, same time, same place. Some days when I felt blue, I remembered all the times we shared together, all the adventures we had together. If I could be anywhere in the universe, I would choose to be with you. You Clara, you are my life. My everything. My hope. My redemption. My world.
And now, you are gone. Nothing can bring you back. I devoted everything in my will and power to bring you back to me. But it just wasn't enough. Nothing ever was enough. You know, sometimes I wonder, if I could have done something. Something more. Something different. Something. Anything, to have you back. But I have failed Clara. I have failed miserably. Here I am, all the time and space in my grasp and yet I could not make you come back to me. I am sorry, Clara. I am. I wish you were here with me. Even for just a little bit of time. Nothing is going to be the same without you. They say I have to move on, but I can't. I just can't. It will never be the same again.
Goodbye,
My dear Clara.
Yours,
......
